Monday, May 23, 2011
I appreciate the rally of good and kind thoughts. Prayers.
If I am honest with myself there is a fair bit of fear in me. Fear that we might make a mistake. Fear that others will not understand our decision. Fear that in the eyes of the world we are acting too soon. I know that it is irrational. Part of me likes the irrationality of the decision. Part of me embraces the time to clean house and reduce our possessions. To really focus on what we want to carry forward into the next stage. But, I sit in my sun room and I look out the windows and I am very happy right here. I love this room and I love our backyard. I love our deck. There is no question our outdoor living would be minimized. I have no answers today. Just questions.