Thursday, October 16, 2014
10 days have past since we celebrated Mr W's birthday and Thanksgiving is over for another year. Now. we are in the days before Advent. I have always liked these days. It is important for me to remember that. This year has been fraught with a fair amount of worry and stress. I have tended not to focus and rest in the present but, have carried a lot of worry in my heart about the future. No, that is not right either. I can't quite articulate the crazy space I am in. I am not worried about the future because ultimately I do believe things will work out how they are supposed to...its more like I am slightly off course and am constantly trying to make small corrections to bring myself back on track but it is not working. Generally I can figure it out and get back on track easily - for some reason it is not so easy this time and I am exhausted. Ok. Not exhausted but tired.